Temper temper

Its utterly infuriating when you put your heart and soul into something, and for some reason it doesn't seem to be working the same, especially if it was meant to benefit you.

I was always told as a child to think about number one, to only worry about myself, but then i grew up selflessly wanting to help just about everyone i could. 

About nine out of ten time i've had it thrown back in my face and it's the most heartbreaking things ever. I get told that I'm fairly cynical, which i agree with; however its because every so often my faith in people disappears and I just stop caring. 

Apologies about the angstyness of this! Very pissed off and mentally and physically exhausted. And I have a test tomorrow. 

Brill.